See me now

The cuts you see upon her wrists
or the bruises you see caused by fists
there covered up with a smile
just so her friends will stay a while
i'll say its the cat meow meow
i just wish someone would see me now
as the scar forms on the wound
she'll be in heaven pretty soon.

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